LO

hari ney dlm sejarah!!

f0r da 1st time dlm seuur hidup aq, aq uruskn mayat....

wlaupun just kafankan ikut pr0cedur h0spital, but at least ad laa pngalaman...

mmg mula2 excited....excited sgt2!

tp ble dah duk dpn mayat, im speechless...

spnjg pr0cedur, aq mmg xbyk ckp....

diam je....

hahha...sbnarnye dlm aty sumpah bdebar2!

tak0t...hahha

rupa2 nye bru ney laa aq twu yg keje at h0spital ney best c0z kte ley jmpe byk pengalamn....

antranya patient marah2, meragam, cuci BO patient, mndikan pt n mcm2 lah....

ney xsmpai 2 mggu lgi dah byk pngalaman yg aq dpt...

hehhe....

s0 n0w, dah tbe mase utk aq td0...

dri pagi k0l 5.30 smpai laa ney aq xtd0 ag...

plus pnat at wad dgn at class td...

n0w nak td0!

hahha...

tata!!

;))

nor.fyza

31/5/2011

10.50 pm

nil..

aq xtaw dah nak wat cmne....

aq rase aq patut undur dri dari dy k0wt....

mb itu yg trbaek utk aq n dy....

Firdaus!

ell0....

sape dy???

sape???firdaus tue???

0hh....dy lah Mr Crab sy... mrangkap buah aty ksyangan sy....

heheh...gedix kan?? hahha.. ^^

ha'ah...mmg gedix p0wn...

aahhh...lntak lah awk nk pk ape p0wn!yg penting sy syg dy...

bt0l ke awk syg dy??

eh, bt0l laa....asal lak awk cakp cam2?

xde lah....sabar sungguh ye awk dgn prangai n krenah dy tue....

hahah....mmg laa sbar...law x, xde lah smpai 2thun kt0wg brkawan...

tp knape ye?

kenape????

emmmm.....ntah laaa....xtaw nape sy syg dy....

aikk...cam2 plak?

ye lah...bis2 nak cmne plak?

ape yg special nye Mr Crab awk tue?

hahha...n0thing special b0ut him...

then, nape awk syg dy?

emmmm...jap3....pk jap....

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0k dah...da dpt jwapan dah....

haaa....ape dy?

emmm....sbb dy adlah 0rg ke-3 yg hadir dlm hdup sy n membri kesan yg amat mndalam....

byak bnda yg sy blajar dpd dy....

ape yg dy ajar?

dy ajar sy jd dewasa...bfikiran n bklakuan matang...

tp kdg2 sy bantai gak mengada2 cam bdak kecik ngan dy...pas2 nasib lah kne mrah...

law xkne mrah, untung laa~~~ hahah

itu je?

xlah...byak laaa....xkan nak cite sume bnde kat 0wg....

msti laa kne ad privasi utk kami skit...hahah

0wwhhh...maknenya awk syg dy sgt2 laa ney?

yup! sgt2...huhu...

tp kan dy slalu mrah awk....

ye, mmg dy slalu mrah sy...tp dy mrah bnda yg bt0l...

dy tgur bnda y bt0l n larang sy wat bnde2 y xbt0l sume tue....

c0nt0h?

secret lah!hahha...

0k2.....

dy ke llaki terakhir dlm idup awk?

insya-Allah....law ad j0d0h, mmg dy lah llaki yg terakhir dlm hidup sy...

if xde j0d0h skalipun, sy lbih rela dy yg tggalkn sy dpd sy yg tggalkn...

knape?

sbb sy xnak dy bersedih sbb sy wlau skali pun...n sy jgak xnak kecewakn dy...

sy nak dy sntiasa bahagia wlaupun bkan dgn sy... ^^

awk pasti yg awk nak dy y tggalkn awk n bkan awk yg tggalkn dy?

yup!sy pasti sgt2.....

tp knape???

sbb sy syg dy lah!!faham x???ishh!

tg0k tue!0k, abaikn yg len, but tg0k l0ket tue...

"F" is f0r 0ur name >>> Fyza n Firdaus...

n that ring, dlm tue ad tulis "fyrza"

gabungan name sy n dy...sy xpnah tggalkn cincin tue wlau mne skali p0wn sy pgi...

skang ney sy tgah ad klinikal, xley pkai acces0ries...s0, sy ltak kat rntai c0z sy xnak jauh dgn cincin tue...sbb bg sy tue lmbg cinta n syg sy at dy...wlaupun cincin tue sy yg bli sndri...

0whhh...0k2....tp cmne ngan Mr Mumu awk?

Mr Mumu???hahha!n0 c0mment~~~ ;))

awk ad prasaan at dy?

hahha...mmg laa ade...prasaan sr0n0k c0z dpt dengki dy yg baik tue....hahha..n0thing m0re than dat 0kays! ;)

sy syg Firdaus Ahma Razman s0rg je skarang ney! 

;))

luv u b!!

<3

<3

with l0ve ,

nor.fyza

30/5/2011

12.43am

time ksih!

tme ksih tenet!

hanye kaw je yg bley wat aq tenang....

ppffttttt~~

aq stresss!!!

aq stress!!!!

lagi n lagi!!!!!

ble aq fail dlm exam!!!arrrgghhhh!!!!!!!!

aq benci subjek tue!!!

aq benci benci benci benci benci!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

benci!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

practicing ID m0od...

msuk hri ney dah 2 hari aq xcntct dgn "Raksaksa" tue....

lepas hari tue aq wat s.sver tp ad bal lgi 30 min,tru aq xcntct dgn dy....

aq xslah!dy yg slah!

n dy yg pat0t mntak maaf n pujuk aq...

bkan aq yg kne pujuk 0r mtak maaf dgn dy!

kali ney aq xkan mengalah...!

kte tg0k, sape yg akan mengalah dlu...

slame ney asek aq je yg mengalah..

bt n0t f0r dis time ar0und...

aq dah penat..!raksaksa ney mmg nak kne ajar...

dy cme pk marah dy, penat dy, n eg0 dy je...

yg aq dy xnk pk plak??

its 0k....kali ney aq mmg bt0l2 xnak mengalah...

aq nak tunjuk kat dy yg aq p0wn ade eg0 lah!!

errrhhh!!!!stress aq!!!

grrrr~~~

n0r.fyza

20/5/2011

2.38 pm

lepaking!

heh...after few days aq x write anytg kat cni, n0w im back....

huhu...bkan ape....

hari tue bz ngan final, n then bz plak dgn lepaking d bangi...

hahhaha....sumpah rndu gle kat bangi...

after few m0nths n near t0 a year xjmpe mimie...

akhirnye kt0wg jmpe jgak...

n mcm byase lah, aq n dy akan nangis smbil brpelukan...huhu...miss her damn much!

she's diffrent n0w...t0tally!

getting h0t n h0ttt~~~ ;)
smpai puch0ng, m0k n 0ur new gang >>> lah dtg fetch aq kat tesc0 puch0ng...

then sh0ot bangi fetch p0p0t n mimie plak..

lpas mkn2, trus g dataran, wangsa maju n baru blik bangi balik...

mcm byase lah, rutin kt0wg ble wat reuni0n..!hahha

mmg best spending n wasting my time wif them...

2 hari lepak same, sumpah rase xpuas...

nak lagi, nak lagi n nak lagi....huhu

but its 0k...mse msih pnjg....

we will always hve time t0gether...

mb 0n next h0liday! 

luv them!

;)

kami mmg happening! 

;))

nor.fyza

18/5/2011

11.45 am

3rd n 4th paper....

heh..!

hampeh sungguh...

pnat je aq spend time mlm2, bgun awal, td0 xckup...

tp xey nak jawab...

huuuhuuu...

b0san lah!!!

sumpah frust!!!

tid0!

its time f0r me n myself t0 release tensi0n!

cara nye hanya lah dgn tid0...

tp nak td0 cmne???

cmni ::

or cmni ::

hhahhaha....

xkre lah cmne skali p0wn...

yg penting aq nak td0 skang...

bye! ;))

miss.ghinee

9/5/2011

2.07 pm

2nd paper....

sy mmg ske subj ney!!!

ANAT0MY N PHYSI0L0GY....

0mg!!!im getting crazy!!!

sumpah susah paper td....

aduhhh....

aq xtaw laa pe yg aq jawab td...

m0stly dlm dewan td mmg mengeluh tg0k paper...

lagi2 s0alan MEQ...

damn!

mmg aq blurr gle td....

dah laa smalam aq mmg xbrape nak stdy...

ne x nye, time2 ney laa c gem0x tue sbuk nak begay0t...

time aq free xnak plak call..

huh...aq xtaw laa ape nak taget result nt...

tk0t je p0inter rndah....

penat 0tak aq mmerah idea yg xsberapa uhh...

hahha..lawak sungguh!

merepek2 aq jwab td...hahhaa...

tp nak wat cmne, bnda da lpas...

biarkn lpas...

n0w juz tawakkal n d0a byak2 je laa spya ckgu nt bmurah hati nak bg markah lbih...

hehhe....

:))

nor.fyza

9/5/2011

1.36 pm

dah gile...

kalau dlu niat aq juz nak kne kan je c mumu tue...

nak blas dndam ats kata2 dy hari tue k0n0nnye....

tp tbe2 kali ney aq lak yg dah bt0l2 jatuh sy0k kat mumu tue....

aduh...aty aq rase mer0nta2 nak kat dy...

c0z aq twu, dy lah llaki yg paling baik lagi suci yg pnah aq ske slame ney...

teeettttttt~~~~hahhaa...

sumpah aq xpnah ttarik pd 0wg yg mcm dy sblum ney...

law nak dbndingkan c mumu ni ngan c gem0x uhh........

masyaAllah.....jauh beza sgguh!

saiz tue c0nfirm2 laaa jauh...

tp yg len2 tue lagi lah jauh....

eemmm....

rase cam dah xnak 0wg len je....

tp hakikatnya, dy nak ke kat aq yg jaat ney?

hahhahha....aq rase mmg xde harapan laaa...

but tpu arr law de terselit sdkit harapan dlm aty aq ney...

hehhehe....

law xdpt kat mumu tue p0wn xpe laaa...

aq redha n aq sdar taraf dan siapa aq ney...

n aq sdia utk dgn c gem0x tue wlaup0wn dy gem0x....

tue lah special nye gem0x!

syg gem0x!hahaha....

:PP

nor.fyza

8/5/2011

12.53 pm

1st paper...

hari ney ahad..tp ade paper...

well, dis 1st paper n0t bad laa...

bley laa aq wat...ag p0wn subj nursing je p0wn...

mlm td da stdy, da ad n0ta...s0 Alhamdulillah bley jawab....

tp td mse start b0th paper tue, aq blank kejap....

seb bek lah ley rec0ver blik...

huhuh...dugaan sungguh!

n0w im getting myself prepare f0r next paper tm0r0w...

paper yg lagi t0ugh n agak 'killer'..

hahhhaa...any next xtvt i'll update later k!

bye!

;))

nor.fyza

8/5/2011

12.39 pm

exam...

heh...dlm bz2 aq yg xbrape nak bz sgt utk final es0k, ade plak manusia yg cube utk mengganggu aq...

kalau ganggu dgn gentle aq xksah ag...

ney ganggu dgn bnde2 bd0h yg sgt2 BS!

tue lah ppuan yg xde akal yg pnah aq jmpe...

huh...wat pnat je td aq memaki2 dy....memikir kn psal bnda BS tue...

sdgkan s0k aq nak exam...huh!buang mase aq bt0l!

errmmm....btw, utk k0 ppuan, aq ade psanan utk k0....

aq xde mase laaa nak amek kesah pasal k0...

0r pling buruk ag, aq nak d0k sibuk2 rep0rt psal k0 sne sni....

hell0!!mulut aq xpuaka mcm k0 laaa...

n aq p0wn bkan hip0krit mcm k0!

s0, behave urself!brani, dtg jmpe dpan2 dgn aq n ckp pe yg k0 d0k ckap2 blakang aq...

weh, xyah nak bl0ck aq sgt laa kat fb k0...

aq p0wn xhadap nak fren dgn k0 kat fb tue...

n kalau bley, aq x hengen nak tg0k mke k0 lagi!

BS!

0k dah..st0p marah2....

hehheh.... :)

s0k aq nak exam..n0w aq nak smbg stdy

n f0kus 0n my reading...

h0pe i can d0 it!

wish me luck y'all! ;))

tata...!

nor.fyza

7/5/2011

11.26 pm

married man...

haihhh....berat utk aq kata kn kat sini...

juza wanna remind t0 all 0f gulz 0ut there,

ble nak berkawan dgn llaki nie kne lah berhati2...

esp dgn yg baru knal n s0 wateva....

siasat latar blakang dy, bujang 0r duda 0r laki 0rg...

tg0k jgak fmly dy...

lagi2 bg k0rang yg serius dlm hubungan...

semalam ive learnd sumtg....

jgn terlalu mudah percaya, mudah jtuh syg 0r wateva laa pd llaki esp yg bru knal...

i've met this guy at sumwhre in kl in feb...

his age ar0und 30 sumtg n he said he's sgle...

we've kn0wn each 0ther fr ab0ut 3 m0nths n aq byk laa mcg n callg2 dgn dy like evryday...

dlm mse tue jgak he tried t0 appr0ach me s0 many times, but i didnt accept him...

c0z skang ney mmg aq xnak sbrg c0mitment dgn sape2 p0wn...

n i felt sumtg wr0ng wif him...tue yg wat aq mmg xnak ade ape2...

smlm tgah aq lena dbuai mmpi, tbe2 aq dpt call dpd numb kl yg aq xknal...

s0 aq agkt je mcm byase...but suddenly i heard

''hei!celaka punye betina!!k0 pehal mcg2 dengan laki aq haa???"

damn!sape ppuan yg kuang ajar xde adab tbe2 nak maki aq ney???
tp mse tue aq tgah mamai2 lagi s0 aq p0wn terpinga2 laaa..

aq tanye dy sape n s0 0n...

rupe2 nye...

dy isteri pada that guy yg aq bru knal tue....

shit!xpsal2 aq kne tipu n kne maki free2 dgn ppuan tue...

tp aq xde rase nak mrah p0wn kat akak tue c0z klau ikutkn mmg aq yg slah...even aq xtaw...

s0 aq p0wn sl0w talk dgn akk tue n say s0rry b0ut that...

aq trangkn sume dkat akak tue n psatue akak tue p0wn sl0w d0wn...

mle2 mmg dy gne k0 aq...

tp lame pastue dy sgne awk sy n then akak n adik plak...

n dy p0wn say s0rry gak c0z td dy mrah n maki2 aq...yeah i kn0w...

isteri mane yg xkcewa ble twu husband dy curang...

tbe2, i heard she cry....dy kate dy kcewa sgt2....

dy xsgke dy akan brhadapan dgn bnde2 ney sume dlm her marriage....

n then she t0ld me evrytg b0ut her marriage...

rupe2 nye dy baru 4 bulan kawen.....

dy kawen hjung blan 12 last year, n aq knal wif dat guy awal blan 2...

n dy kawen ngan mamat tue p0wn c0z terpkse...

dy pnah nak cancel dy0wg pye wedding...2 hari sblum mjlis...

tp mamat tue ugut dy nak simbah asid kat muka dy if dy wat hal...

n kre mase dy kawen tue,dy kwin terpksa lah..

n n0w dy dah terperangkap dlam perkhwinan dy sndiri...

lpas dy kawin, dy slalu kne tgking dgn mamat tue..

n pnah gak kne pkul trajang sume...she t0ld me...

sumpah aq ksian dkt akak tue..i t0ld her utk wat lp0ran sume, tp dy kate dy tak0t...

dy dah kne ugut ngan mamat tue....

n n0w dy xley nak wat ape2...

lpas kt0wg b0rak pnjg tue, tbe2 aq dpat mcg dpd mamat tue...

dy mcg mcm byase je, mcm xde pe2 blaku...

sdgkan sblum akak tue call aq, dy0wg laki bini dah gad0h psal kewujudan aq dlm prkahwinan dy0wg...

aq jdi terkedu...knape mamat tue sanggup wat isteri dy cam2...

ape gne isteri n perkahwinan dy??

Ya Allah....

ape jenis pye lelaki ney?

aq mntak pndapat bell n cha...ape yg pt0t aq wat...

sme ade aq pt0t balas n ckp yg aq dah tau sume psal marriage dy

0r aq diamkn je diri...

lastly aq amek kputusan utk diamkn diri....

c0z aq xnak terlibat ape2 n aq tkt laa if dy bdendam ngan aq 0r wateva...

s0 better aq jauhkn dri scara perlahan2....

mlm td p0wn akak tue mcg2 ngan aq...dy kate dy nak jdi kawan dgn aq...

bg aq n0 pr0bs laa...

n dy tanye lak laki dy ade mcg aq ag ke x...

aq xsmpai aty nak ckp yg mamat tue ade mcg....

sumpah kesian dkt akak tue...

tp aq trus trang je c0z akak tue xnak dy k aq y bkan2...

haihhh.....

smalam sbelum td0r, 0tak aq ligat pkirkn tntg perkhwinan...

tntg lelaki...

sume2 lah...

kalau mcm ni lah, mcm ne nak kawen?

bley pcaya ke llaki2 ney?

n ble tringat pasl mamat tue, aq trus terpikir kn gem0x aq...

cam lbey kurg je prangai dy0wg....

then aq pwn trus jdi xde hati kat gem0x...

n aq bezakan plak dgn mr mumu...

sumpah jauh beza!

kalau lah aq dapat mr mumu....

insyaAllah aq jge dy baik2 n xnak 0wg len!

hehehe....smpat lagi berangan!

hahha....

tue lah pengajaran yg aq nak cite kat sni...

ney ingatan khas utk gulz2 yg kat luar tue utk lbeh brhati2 ble brkawan dgn llaki...

k!

c yaa!

;))

nor.fyza

7/5/2011

1.28 pm

sejarah hari ney.....

m0ning!

hari ney mrupakan hari dalam sejarah selama 5 bulan dah aq d0k kat KPPUK(i) ney,

kt0wg 1 class dapat balik awal...baru k0l 11.30 am dah smpai blik, dah ley lepak2...hhahaha

sebelum ney,jangan haraplah!

yelaa.....study week je p0wn....

ahad ney dah nak exam dah p0wn...

tue yg sir shah berhati mulia di hari Jumaat yg suci ney nak bagi kt0wg balik awal...

huuhhh...lege aq hari ney....

bley smbg td0 yg dah tlebey ckup ney....

c0z mlm ney nak 0vernite study.. (katenye....)

hahhaha....byaselah....

nak idup kne pndai....

smbil menyelam t, smbil mnum air lah...hahha!

;))

n0r.fyza

6/5/2011

11.41 am

wat kind 0f BS??!!

sumenye hip0krit...

sumenye indah mase mule2...

tp ble dah lame2, baru lah npk belang masing2...

baru lah nmpak perangai masing2....

baru lah twu perangai masing2...

aq xckap aq baik....aq ngaku aq jaat...

tp ckup utk aq ckp yg aq ney bukan hip0krit mcm dy0rg....

leceh laa aq d0k kat k0lej ney....

ade je yg xkne....

ade je yg salah...

tue xley, ney xley....

bley x tlg jgn sbuk hal 0rg??

aq xkcau k0, k0 xyah laa nak kcau aq..!

xyah nak menyibuk hal aq...

aq benci penyibuk!

n sumpah aq benci c HIPOKRIT!!!

mr mumu!!

yayy!!

if b4 dis i called him 'din0', but n0w aq dah ad name bru utk dy....

'mr mumu'...

hahhha!cute x?? :DD

bt n0w its diffrent,n0 m0re 'plan jaat'...

skang ney sumenye plan baek2 jaa...

hahahhaa....

mintak2 laa sume nye brjalan dgn lancar....

niat baik ney!!hehhehe....

Amin~~~

;))

nor.fyza

5/5/2011

7.41 pm

fuck 0ff!!

0RANG KATE,KERANA MULUT BADAN BINASA!

AGAK2 LAA WEH LAW NAK BERGURAU SEKALI P0WN!

K0 JGN NAK CAKAP MEN SEDAP MULUT K0 JER!

BERADAB SIKIT!

ADA 0TAK PAKAI.

JANGAN NAK WAT PERHIASAN PLAK!

PIKIR DULU SEBELUM CAKAP!

TUE LAH GUNENYE 0TAK

KATE JE STUDENT MEDIC

FUCK 0FF!!!!

t0day is a bad day.....

haihhh.....malang bt0l hari ney....

pagi bute2 tadi lagi dah kne marah c0z dtg class lewat...

lewat 10 min!

xpasal2 kne tulis surat rasmi utk tunjuk sebab knape dtg lewat...

mmg p0wn aq lewat td....

bgun k0l 7.30am!hahhaha....

xtaw laa,pagi td mmg rase ngant0k yg teramat sgt+rase malas nak ke kelas yg teramat sangat...

lepas yg pagi td malam plak kne marah....

kali ney kne marah c0z xwat preparati0n yg pr0per utk presentati0n..

byase la...gr0up 1...

c0nfirm2 laa kne bambu dulu...

huhuhu...sumpah tak0t nak tg0k mke sir shah tadi...

macam singe lapar!

huhu...

awwwmmmm!!!

and aq p0wn jadi cam kucing yg ketakutan....

kan~~~~

hehheheh.....

:))

nor.fyza

3/5/2011

10.45 pm

berakhirnya cuti kali ney....

pejam+celik+pejam+celik+pejam+pejam....dah hari isnin......

haihhh....maknenya dah sampai laa mase utk aq balik ke hulu sane....

alamak haii....xpuas cuti ney....cmne???

0tak aq baru nak relax,dah nak kne balik hulu...

frust ney!!

tp n0k wat guan0.....hidup perlu diteruskan....

dengan rutin harian ddi hulu sane.....

hujung mggu ney start exam...s0 fyza,

juz get urself ready...

c0nfirm2 lah kne strugle gle2 kali ney c0z result ari tue xbagus...

hmmm....pe2 p0wn fyza, i knew u can d0 it...

chaaiiiyy0kk2!! ^^

k lahh...skang ney nak tid0..

c0z skarang aq ngah d0k dalam bus sbenarnye...hahha

gile kan?hehhe....

k, tata.....

:*

nor.fyza

2/5/2011

11.17 am

s0alan cepu-cemas!!hahha...

hehh...hampeh bt0i....balik kg yg kali ney asek kene je ngan sdara-mara!

fmly aq ney mmg special...

asal ade je yg dari jauh nak balik,c0nfirm kt0wg akan wat family gathering...

kt0wg wat family gathering xmen arr dkt h0tel ke ape ke....

kt0wg wat kat umah at0k aq jer!tue p0wn dah cukup meriah!hahah..

tgah2 kt0wg d0k lepak2+gelak2+bising2,tibe2 ade 0rg bertanye....

"haaa...adik,ble nak bawak balik bakal menantu mak?"

whaaat????????

BAKAL MENANTU????

dy0wg sume daa bantai gelak...aq jer yg terpinga2....

cit!aq dah terkena rupenye....

n masing2 p0wn mula laa berceramah cmne nak cari cal0n yg baek2...

hahhahha!aq ckp je aq xde cal0n...su0 dy0wg yg cari kan....

dy0wg kate cari jer cal0n kat TR tue...heh!keji!

then x abis kat situ jer....malam tue aq pgi berurut...

nak urut leher yg terkehel ney...hahha!

tgah mkcik tue bbual2 dgn mama aq, dy tanye aq...

"haaa....kakak!ble acik ley makan nasi minyak awak?"

0nce again, whhaaaattt???????

nasi minyak??????

masya-Allah...pe dah jadi ney???

0rg sek tanye aq ble nak kahwin jer....agak muka aq ney dah ade bayang2 nak kawen kew???

haiy00oooo...keji laa!

cal0n p0wn de lagi...mane nak kawinnye?

nak cari lubang mane?had0yaaaiiii.....

akak aq yg xkawen ag tue dy0wg xtanye plak....

ish!mnci!

makcik tue p0n siap wat ramalan ;

"acik rase, awak kawen dulu dari kakak awak tue..."

helll00!!!!

aq baru 20 0k!!!akak aq yg 25 tue,su0 arr dy kawen dlu!!

heh....menci laa macam ney...dlu akak aq xde kne mcm ney...

ney,aq plak yg kene...stdy xabes lagi...

cal0n p0wn xde....nak kawen pe bnde???

hahhahhaha!pelik2 bt0l family aq ney....

tp wlaupun mereka pelik, but they r very special!

l0ve them damn mmuch! :*

:))

nor.fyza

1/5/2011

4.39 pm